Distance
Where are you in this
crowd?
There are all these people I don’t want to see
But I see them anyway
There are all these people who want to get closer,
talk talk talk a little bit
more,
But they don’t have
the warmth you have,
the cosmic secrets you know,
the penetrating gaze I get
only you can give.
They don’t have
the weird ways you maze
through me.
It is not the same
It is fucking not the same
Fuck it
I want to scream, push my voice inside your ears
‘Til I am inside (and feel like I belong there,
and feel like we are together
in one space)
Where are you in this
When I am helpless
in the crowd of nothingness
and all I want to see is
you.